love?

              love is funny. i pick this word because it makes me laugh and wonder. its not always funny haha, more like funny as in i dont always understand, if that makes any sense. ask if i have ever been in love and my answer wil be i dont know. i kinda have a social disability called autism and that wich, from what i understand, makes it a little hard for me to understand people sometimes. to be honest  i think we are all like that. but i dont think thats the whole reason why i say i dont know. mayby i just havent found anyone yet. cuz im a lil shy. you know, there might be other people that would say i dont know, as well.
            funny how this writing assignment comes up the same time my best friend is haveing love problems. shes really popular. that comes at a price sometimes. she ALWAYS has to choose between two relationships and alot of them are "forbidden love" wich makes her want to go out with them more. to be honest i just want her to be with the one that makes her happy. even if its no one at all. i have always just sat there and listen to her talk about it. thats all i have ever been able to do for her. but she gets tired of me being no help and most of the time she goes to her other best friend to solve the problems. is there no graceful breakup? most of her relationships end up in tears. mayby thats why i have never been in love, mayby im afraid? i dont know.
         funny. she been going out with her biggest taboo crush for over a year now. they have been throgh a lot. dealing with old boyfriends and fights and parents and such. but now this new kid comes to this school. he is really nice and funny. our friend introduced usa to him. my best friend seems to like him a lot. i agree with this one. i hope for the best. hes the first one that doesent fit the image shes going for, but he makes her happy and thats what i think counts the most.but. her old relationship thinks shes cheating and doesent want to be friends after breakup.she still loves her old relationship but my friend thinks its time to move on. i dont know what will happens next but i hope its happily ever after.