Monday, February 25, 2013

think?

                    did you know that when someone says chicken you cant not think about chicken right when someone says it? its like keeping your eyes open when you sneeze...
                    a smart stuffed animal once said "think think think" which im pretty sure all of our moms have repeated once in our lives.
                     but being a teenager means thinking is overrated. except for neards. hi. im a neard. and i had writers block before that first quote.
                     i like that one peom where random stuff thinks about other random stuff. but then it isnt so random. like riddles. its funny when you think about it for a while.
                     i think that thinking is as an important skill as knowledge. you can have lots of knowledge but it might not get you anywhere unless you think about the important stuff. like maorals, problem solving, the future, and distractions.... distractions are important too.






                                          ok

The Ready Set - Love Like Woe [Official Music Video]

Once upon a time...
because love is zombies....

Thursday, February 7, 2013

love?

              love is funny. i pick this word because it makes me laugh and wonder. its not always funny haha, more like funny as in i dont always understand, if that makes any sense. ask if i have ever been in love and my answer wil be i dont know. i kinda have a social disability called autism and that wich, from what i understand, makes it a little hard for me to understand people sometimes. to be honest  i think we are all like that. but i dont think thats the whole reason why i say i dont know. mayby i just havent found anyone yet. cuz im a lil shy. you know, there might be other people that would say i dont know, as well.
            funny how this writing assignment comes up the same time my best friend is haveing love problems. shes really popular. that comes at a price sometimes. she ALWAYS has to choose between two relationships and alot of them are "forbidden love" wich makes her want to go out with them more. to be honest i just want her to be with the one that makes her happy. even if its no one at all. i have always just sat there and listen to her talk about it. thats all i have ever been able to do for her. but she gets tired of me being no help and most of the time she goes to her other best friend to solve the problems. is there no graceful breakup? most of her relationships end up in tears. mayby thats why i have never been in love, mayby im afraid? i dont know.
         funny. she been going out with her biggest taboo crush for over a year now. they have been throgh a lot. dealing with old boyfriends and fights and parents and such. but now this new kid comes to this school. he is really nice and funny. our friend introduced usa to him. my best friend seems to like him a lot. i agree with this one. i hope for the best. hes the first one that doesent fit the image shes going for, but he makes her happy and thats what i think counts the most.but. her old relationship thinks shes cheating and doesent want to be friends after breakup.she still loves her old relationship but my friend thinks its time to move on. i dont know what will happens next but i hope its happily ever after.

*click*

Once upon a time...

 
                 There was a bird. some birds chirp, other birds tweet, but this bird clicked. why did it click? no one knew not even it. but it did. the bird's name was it. you read that right. everyone called it, it. so it assumed that was it's name.
                 it clicked every day. at the oddest times. the other birds just assumed it was strange, and did not bother asking why it clicked. it has never met another bird of it's kind. it guessed it was the only one.
                 it was a pretty bird. it was a light green with a silver beak. it never left during the winter. it wanted to see the snow and the differant atmosphere of the cold. it confused every person every time it clicked near them. lots would guess why it was clicking. but never bothered to ask.




    


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being alive

                      being alive is very much related with being real. and being real means you are trapped in reality. being "trapped" means, of course, you cant do anything about it. so might as well deal with it, make the most of it, and wait until your out. im sorry if that sounded depressing... thats also part of being alive. making mistakes, having no control over other peopl or even yourself sometimes.
                     once upon a time there was a puppet. this puppet was obsessed with being "real" or being "alive". facinated by what real boys could do, he was promised by a fairy that he would get his wish and become a real boy once he figured out what it truely ment to be one. thats not really fair. we are all real and we didnt make a deal with a fairy, did we? but then again being alive period isnt really fair.
                    once upon a time there wher two brothers. they lived in a reality where everything had to be equal at all times. that was their one and only truth. but there where some people in this world that could learn to control reality and all chemistry. as long as they followed the rules. the bothers would decide they would learn this skill. then once upon another time their mother dropped from their reality, she was lost. it was against the rules of thier rules to tip the scales and use their powers to bring their mother back. because they tried, they recieved pumishment of not being real anymore. but still trapped in reality. now they spend their days trying to get back what was lost.